Thursday, September 20, 2007
20th September.. Black Thursday...
Scored the 2nd highest among the cohort. It gets to prove my point. I may not excel in everything, but i'm definitely not the least gifted. Throughout my life, I'd always believed that if i work hard, i'll definitely have the ability to achieve the goals i set. BUt one thing that is totally out of my control - Relationship. ‘输了你，赢了世界又如何’. Only u can make a smile appear across my face.
Everyone has their own way of treating their love ones. For me, the one i love shall always have the priority. The well being of her comes 1st, even @ the risk of my life. The efforts, the thoughts, the initiative to do small little things, i thought will be sufficient to move some1's heart.
Nonetherless, i'm proven wrong time and again. When u belong to the "friendship ladder", u'll always remain there. No matter how hard u try to climb out of it by whatever means. That's the reality. At our age, love has become such a complex thing. Though I still strongly believe i'm good enough for any1, just about any other person on Earth think otherwise! Why is this so? Wat's so lacking in me? Booo...
This girl, is some1 so perfect in my eyes. Aint ur loved ones equally perfect in ur own eyes? All of u may be hoping that i give up, divert my attention to other girls n i probably would've won her heart instead. But that cant be the case. I'm old enough n being through enough to realise i truely love her. When had u guys seen me in this state?
Perhaps what u all said was correct too.. Despite all the things i done, i'd not touched her heart yet. Then dun think i'll ever be able to n i shd move on. I know i always keep persuading some1 to move on as well. But call me silly or stuborn, I shall always be there, waiting for a miracle to happen.